Well, Monday dawns, and possibly a bit of reality - yuck! Did have a nice weekend though, but still frustrated as hell. Hmmm. Well, what have I been up to? Mischief of course. My goodness things have got very intense with this young man I've been talking to, and I'm just wondering how completely mad I am?? He says all the right things, and thinks I'm completely wonderful - how can a girl resist? But dear god, it's been just a few days - but he wants to marry me and all sorts - very intoxicating I must say. But then, I know what they're like - very intense. But he is very good looking too and thinks I am very very very beautiful - honestly! I think it's just as well his internet is off for a few days - maybe I will return to sanity in that time.
Also, talking to the sailor this morning who has a cold. But he's feeling very frisky also. Hmmm. Is all of this complete madness or what? I don't know what good will come of it all, but I have to say it is wonderful to feel quite so alive - what have I been wasting my time doing?? I could have been flirting with men all this time!
With Christmas fast approaching, and the new year, I am budgeting like crazy and wondering how I will afford everything - god knows! But I am looking forward to the new year, I really do feel it will be like a new start for me. Goodness knows what I'm capable of doing though, the mood I'm in - am I actually mad enough to move to Dubai?? Feet, get on that ground now! You mad person. Is this a midlife crisis? If not, what the hell is it? Will my family lock me up if they get wind of it all? xxxx
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