Surprise!

Well, I have had a surprising few days - in mostly a good way I think. Had a nice note from my golfer guy - we have a nice time together but that's it. Perfect. Still yet to hear from the most frustrating man in the world. But you know, he would tell me if he'd had enough. I know it. I would love to see him soon though.

Looks like the swimmer may not be down as soon as we thought, due to a change of plan by his daughter. Shame, but I think we'll meet soon anyhow you know. The big surprise is the doc got in touch again. Now, things have changed a bit, he's living away from home. And he wants to meet up for a weekend. How mad. But why not? Indeed. He's still paranoid as hell, my goodness I do hate that, but I guess I can't blame him. Especially since what happened with the golfer. Still feel a little guilty to be honest, but what could I have done?? So, I may well have to think of another brilliant excuse soon.

And I'm thinking a lot how much easier this would be if I lived on my own. Wouldn't it? Still planning and plotting. It's hard though isn't it? I need a man again and soon. Hope someone gets it together. xxxx