Mellow!

Well, I'm feeling so much better today. Spent most of the day having lots of lovely naughty sex and my whole body feels like it's glowing and happy today. See, it is a physical need! Lovely day with the golfer, who cooked me lunch, and we had such a lovely time talking about stuff as well. His wife's gone, which I still feel a bit bad about, but he made me feel better, and said he knew it would happen sometime. And he's actually quite happy on his own, despite the drop in income and so forth. But we talked a lot about the future and he's quite optimistic.

You know, we both said how we'd probably never set up in a relationship again - either living together or married. This is so much better. Mind you, he is not having much success finding someone else, but hopefully that will change soon. He is rather spectacularly good in bed, and I made so much noise I'm surprised the neighbours didn't phone the police or something - goodness me. Trouble is, a lot of women look for a good looking man don't they, and they're not always great in bed are they? And honestly, he's not great looking, but he's nice, clean, a gentleman - what the hell?

Still not feeling the slightest tiniest bit guilty - amazing. You'd think I would. Life isn't black and white though is it - am I doing a bad thing? Probably. But I need to! And that's it. xxxx