Exciting!!

Off tomorrow to have some sex - oh yes!! First time since August - two months!! Christ, I've got all these men, and that's the best I can manage? Guess it's just as well I do then isn't it? I've been doing a lot of writing lately - and I've been writing particularly naughty stories for my lawyer in the states - which he likes very much! Maybe I'll make some money at this one day. I'm seriously getting to the point where I may do. Wouldn't that make a difference to me? Plus I could tell that witch at work I was a published author too! I'm getting lots of support from strange places too - the universe is odd isn't it?

Tomorrow, meeting the golfer - reliably naughty, large and a gentleman. What more do you want? Should be great. And hopefully I won't have to wait two months till the next time - Christmas?? Don't think so.

That young guy is still in touch - and treading very carefully now. Which is a good thing. He knows I was severely pissed off - well who needs it? But we're still moving on I think. Never ever slept with anyone younger than me I just realised - about time perhaps. Should be good I think.

And still the bm continues to drive me crazy. Oh, fuck it!! Well, it's too much - he could actually be dead couldn't he? Or married - well, I wouldn't know would I? I'm so very glad I have other men.

My online friend wants me to tell my story to go in his book. So, do I tell the truth or do I tell a version of it?? Well, I don't think it's too bad honestly, and maybe if more people did what I do, the world would be a happier place. I know I'm happier. Wish me luck tomorrow xxxx