Well, what a busy week. Got a new phone, and of course I couldn't work it all that well. So, of course, it went off in the middle of a lesson, and guess who had sent me a text - yes, the most frustrating man in the world. Well, having great difficulty finishing the lesson with a big cheesy grin on my face, but the great news was, he wanted to meet the next day. So, even though I meant to play hard to get and all that nonsense, of course, I said yes.
Well, so nice to see him - ssooooo nice. And he had news - he is now single - and that's a large part of why I haven't seen him. It took a bit of trying to do it nicely, and then just having to do it and cut the chord, and was actually quite vile from what he says. He's fine though - but she still thinks he's having some kind of a crisis or something, and expects to hear differently. So, despite him saying, I don't want to talk about this all night, we did for a while. I do understand very much how people don't listen to what you're saying - happened to me, right? I'm so glad we talked - it was so nice. And I'm even more glad we went to bed, it was just incredible. And I do mean incredible - and emotional too. Of course now I guess I'll be eaten up with the thought he might be dating or something. But hey, what will be will be won't it? And you know, he would tell me.
It may be we can see each other a little more often now - wouldn't that be nice. He said that he knew staying with her would be okay - but he knew he could be happier. You know, I do hope really that I could be the one who made him happier - and I'd give up the others like a shot you know - but if not, I genuinely want him to be. He deserves it, he really does. What a wonderful man xxxx
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