Optimism

I feel so much better today. Just making plans and looking forward can do that I think. Made a new friend today - a guy in the same situation as me - sounds really nice actually. Can I juggle another one - oh yes, I think so. Just imagine how much fun I can have living alone and shooting off to see my guys as and when the opportunity arises - probably not much different to now really, just a bit less lying involved I guess.

Also had an uplifting bus journey - a lovely photo from the sailor - with a ruler for perspective. Boy, is his confidence growing, along with that lovely thing of his. It's rather tantalising really, cos we haven't managed to get together yet and I so want to get my mitts on it. I'm being so good - I deserve it, don't I?? Please??? xx