Change?

Well, I feel change is in the air - I have decided I am absolutely leaving this wash-out of a marriage. Time scale - loose, but by the spring. And taking a friend's advice and pretending all is well until the escape is planned and in operation. Of course that will give me the chance to be incredibly naughty and do what I want as well, which just sounds excellent, doesn't it? Time to live a little!

Intriguingly, some of my guys seem to be cracking into action as well. The sailor wants to actually meet! Well, there's a thought. And so does the lovely squaddie - that's got to be done too, even if it's just to see that lovely cock for real. And the best, my american guy is getting a trip together to London. How great would that be?? Blissful I think.

Well, not heard from him again, on a more downbeat note. This is becoming the norm isn't it? And annoyingly, he is the one I care about the most. As you know. What did he say? I'll be in touch - is that the most aggravating phrase in the english language? Probably xxx