I've been saving like I've never saved before. Didn't know I had it in me!! Well there we are. Flat deposit is in the bag if I carry on like this. Just need the motivation I guess. Also scouring the place for more things I can sell to add to it. The debts and stuff are much better now as well, so perhaps I could even get a loan. Who knows.

A nice surprise from the golfer - come on saturday, oh ok then. xx A little bit concerned about the weather, but what the hell. So at least I won't be completely frustrated, yum.

Still waiting to hear - I'll be in touch!! grrrr Still, it's what he does, isn't it? I really wouldn't be surprised to get one of those urgent type messages again sometime soon.

Spoke to middle daughter - told her I'm going. But the upside is I want to move nearer her, so that might be really good mightn't it? Oh is going to see her tomorrow, so I've sent her a message to not say anything, or try to 'help' - please? It could get really bad if he know - snowstorming is the way to go, I know it.

Anyhow, hoping for a call.....x