Tuesday, 22 June 2010

Oh my!!

Well, it was even more wonderful than I thought it would be. What have I done to deserve it - yes, I know, live without sex for donkey's years!! I think it's the best I've ever had - and we've got so quickly to quite a scary level of intimacy - yes, romantic intimacy I think - it's all a bit of a whirlwind, honestly.

We had dinner together, which was lovely and we get on so well and talk about everything. It really is almost perfect. At times I just sat there and thought, yes, this is it - he's the one. Mad. I guess it might just be my hormones, but maybe it is some sort of a miracle.

We're not going to have such a long gap this time between meetings - he's not so busy in the summer. Still got the gf - well, I have to live with that at the moment - but I'm pretty damned sure he's not like this with her. I think they get on, but after six years, wouldn't you know?

Who knows - trying not to imagine too many happy endings here, but it is hard. Things will work out - but this has felt different from everyone else from the start. Maybe I'll get my poor heart broken - but last night I thought it might just be worth it for the ride. Haven't heard from him today, but I know he was driving most of the day. Maybe later. xxxx

Off tomorrow to glastonbury. Should be good - operations on the men front suspended for a few days - will do them good! xxxx

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