Home again

Well, back from Glasto, and all the dirt and dust is washed off - the best shower ever, as well as the longest. Had a great time, despite being with the oh - got me severely irritated at times. Was rather nice to wander off on my own actually. Still, we are kind of comfortable together even so. Not heard from the bm - he could at least say thanks! And I have a horrid feeling I left my sunglasses there - try explaining that one away! It's the last time I remember wearing them anyhow.

So, back at work, but with the kids - which is good, cos I don't have to see the bitch from hell - good stuff. Heard from my good friend though, who I miss when I don't see her - suggested coffee - hope she doesn't bring her along - no, she won't, she'll just be pissed off hearing about Glasto, lol.

Didn't hear from randy scottish person yet - maybe he's found someone else. But did get a nice letter from the golfer - comparing notes on finding other people, madly. That's okay, we're like that. Anyhow, I guess he'll be watching the football, so maybe he'll be about after. We'll see. xx

Oh my!!

Well, it was even more wonderful than I thought it would be. What have I done to deserve it - yes, I know, live without sex for donkey's years!! I think it's the best I've ever had - and we've got so quickly to quite a scary level of intimacy - yes, romantic intimacy I think - it's all a bit of a whirlwind, honestly.

We had dinner together, which was lovely and we get on so well and talk about everything. It really is almost perfect. At times I just sat there and thought, yes, this is it - he's the one. Mad. I guess it might just be my hormones, but maybe it is some sort of a miracle.

We're not going to have such a long gap this time between meetings - he's not so busy in the summer. Still got the gf - well, I have to live with that at the moment - but I'm pretty damned sure he's not like this with her. I think they get on, but after six years, wouldn't you know?

Who knows - trying not to imagine too many happy endings here, but it is hard. Things will work out - but this has felt different from everyone else from the start. Maybe I'll get my poor heart broken - but last night I thought it might just be worth it for the ride. Haven't heard from him today, but I know he was driving most of the day. Maybe later. xxxx

Off tomorrow to glastonbury. Should be good - operations on the men front suspended for a few days - will do them good! xxxx

Exciting and Hot!

Well, it's literally hot isn't it - and exciting? Well, I'm so excited I can't bear it - seeing my bm again tomorrow. I get quite peculiar every time I think about it - and we've got so long together, yummy xx
And I have this sexy scottish person who talks filth to me - very bracing - he wants to do it every saturday - better than r and r isn't it? What a dirty man he is - wonderful. He calls me his dirty little bitch - goodness - I know it's not politically correct, but it sure is hot.

I sent him some naughty photos - and he loved them. Told me precisely what he was going to do to the bits he could see, and some things about the bits he couldn't, haha! I like this one.

So, may not be around tomorrow, cos I'll be busy!! And then off to Glastonbury on Wednesday. That should be great too. In a different way - a sexless way - mind you, who knows?? xxx

Ready for action!

I'm getting all packed today for Glastonbury!!!! Still can't believe I'm actually going - it's so great! And I'm busy packing for Monday too - seeing the bm for an afternoon and evening of filth and debauchery. Can't wait - will be fabulous. xxxx

I had sex with the oh early this morning - well it was seriously underwhelming - I think he just does it cos he thinks I want to - I actually woke thinking he was someone else - was ok up till then. I'm such a bitch.

And I had seriously hot phone sex with a scottish person this afternoon while everyone was out - hot, hot, hot!! Scottish! I howled my head off cos no one was home - hope the neighbours weren't in the garden or something, haha! I might meet up with this guy you know - he's rather sexy. And my god, that voice. He also has a friend and they're up for a threesome - I think I may have said this before - but I didn't know they were sexy scottish people then.

He wants me to meet him at his friends flat - and I'll only wear stockings all weekend - so he can lick me or fuck me whenever he wants - oh my god!!! Sounds better than butlins or a health farm - I will be seriously rejuvenated won't I??

What an exciting week! Oh, and by the way I got a promotion at work - take that, bitch! She is seriously jealous - well, serves her right. It's all about karma isn't it - and boy is she getting what she deserves. No, honestly if she felt happy for me genuinely then she wouldn't be suffering would she - but I know she doesn't, cos she's a bitch - karma.

Hope everyone has as good a week as me - lots of hot sex and hot music and hot men - god, I've died and gone to heaven xxxx

Feeling Good Today x

Seriously good news - I had to email the bm and say Tuesday was a no-go but he emailed back and said I was going to say could you do Monday instead - well, yes I blooming well could! Perfection on a stick. Can't wait mmmmm He is so gorgeous and such good company as well - just delicious x

And you know I'm being propositioned as well by a guy in London (I think) - anyhow, he's just made it very clear he doesn't do condoms. Well, I'm seriously underwhelmed by this - my other guys care about me, and it's no problem. Hmmm - not so keen now, honestly. I could actually get knocked up - not to mention diseases and stuff. He said, well I only sleep with married women, so it's ok - but, hey I'm knocking off two guys - a lot of possibilities there I think. Might carry on with the filthy chat for a while though, it's all rather fun.

Nothing but nothing is going to make me feel bad today. The beast at work couldn't even do it today. I said I got my tickets to Glastonbury; she said, Glastonbury's boring. Well, I just burst out laughing and so did everyone else - talk about bitter. Boy is she going to be pissed if I do actually get those backstage passes - oh, and this is me with Michael, oh we're like that now ......haha, cow! xx

An Offer

A very interesting offer today. Not absolutely sure what to make of it all, but there's no rush. Basically a married guy who wants to meet up - and he's got it all sorted where and when, no problem. Very into sex and lots of variety. He's even suggested a threesome with his mate. Now, I have to say I'm a bit tempted at this point in time - although I'm not rushing off to sleep with some stranger at the drop of a hat. But it sure could be fun and a new experience that's for sure. And actually, should I turn it down - in the spirit of trying new things, perhaps I should go for it. We'll see I think.

Actually, think back to me, last summer - and how I was near suicidal - not any more, now thinking about a threesome, haha. Life's too short isn't it? And I'm still not short of offers you know - just time to take them all up, lovely. If only I didn't have to work, I could just fuck all day - could I? Yes.

Waiting to hear from the bm - the one man I'd give it all up for - problems next tuesday, might be okay, or perhaps another day. So hope he doesn't give up on me, he was seriously awesome.
And I'm a bit worried about the swimmer - he's disappeared for a couple of days, and I know things aren't good. Really hoping to hear from him soon. I do get fond of my men, and he's such a good friend. xx

Feeling unusual!

Well, had a few days off while I got over the unaccustomed sexual activity - wow, was pretty terrific, even with a few days to think about it. Very wonderful. It's so nice to have a big strong man chuck you about a bit - oh, just lovely. And we tried some new things this time as well (!) - and all went very well. I can walk again, you'll be glad to hear, but my back isn't feeling so great.

News is that my favourite guy is back tomorrow - so looking forward to seeing him again, he's just amazing. So, I guess I should hear from him soon - probably after the weekend, but let's see how keen he is, eh? Good news is that the day I'm seeing him I finish early - bad news is that next day I'm off to Glastonbury - should I go?? I think so. Perhaps it'll all work out okay. I'll see what he thinks - I know damn well I won't want to leave early, that's for damn sure.

I was reading a post about men and sex - most of the guys said that once they'd slept with a woman who really loved sex, nothing was ever the same again - well, I'm banking on it guys. But, of course, in the spirit of not putting my eggs all in one basket, I've been up to all sorts of cyber nonsense this week with several lovely men. Who knows - wouldn't mind meeting a couple of them for sure. One hasn't had a bj in ten years - well, how tempting that is - I always like to do good things for other people!

And my poor swimmer seems to be having an exceptionally horrid time with his oh - what a bitch! Still, not much I can do but listen I suppose - it feels inevitable that we'll meet - and I think it'll be rather incredible too. Is he the man for me? Not sure yet, we'll see - you know who my no. 1 is, don't you?

Also, really shocked by another woman who said - I'm never touching that ugly thing again, so get used to it! How mean! And actually not true - never seen an ugly one - I guess they exist, but I seem to like them all - they all have their own lovely character - big is of course better, no don't listen to that other crap, it does matter!! But then sometimes small guys try harder - but ugly, no, don't think so - what a bitch. Makes you feel ashamed of the female species doesn't it? xxx

Wonderful day!

Well, what a wonderful day. I got boffed senseless yesterday - I could hardly walk - fantastic. It's been so long! All went perfectly and I met up with the golfer while his wife was away. Golly - even better than last time I think - and tried a couple of new things, which was exciting! And I think he's found my g-spot - no one's done that before - damn near blew my head off. I should have looked for that years ago - mind he has lovely big hands, so a bit easier for him I think. Sucked his lovely cock so long I thought I'd get lockjaw - can you get lockjaw - ouch? Delicious day, just wonderful. Won't see him now till October, but he's such a good friend - we both think that's perfect so we don't get bored.

I told him about the other guy - he's very supportive - he said, well he's not married you actually could get attached - which is true isn't it? Very nice to have a male point of view - he's honestly not weird about it either - he totally loves his wife, but she just can't do sex. The perfect arrangement.

Also getting into some intense confessions type territory with the swimmer. Very interesting. Not quite sure what I think yet, so will mull it all over first I think.

And oh dear, the sailor let me down again - was supposed to meet up this afternoon. Just as well actually, the state I'm in - but could have got it together for him. What a controlling woman his wife is - what does she think he might do??? xxx

Great!

Well, what a wonderful day! Yes, he's been in touch - and just when I was about to crack and send him a pathetic email - begging, yes, may well have done. But didn't - go me. Yes, he has had a few crises to deal with, so I guess I can forgive him. And we're meeting up again soon - unfortunate night for me perhaps, but what the hell. I'll just be tired. Wonderful.

Bad news is he's going away - so I assume he's taking her with him - blah. Never mind, mustn't get cranky. Maybe one day he'll give up flogging that dead horse. Hahaha.

Also, have another meeting planned - this friday - lovely. An afternoon of naughtiness - just what the doctor ordered I think. So looking forward to that too. And got a legitimate, sort of, excuse as well. Actually, nobody seems that bothered when I disappear - and I'm making a point of doing so quite a lot lately, even if I'm not up to no good. So that's good, isn't it?

Oooh feeling very good. Missing my swimmer though - who I think was away for the weekend. And also another possible meet with the sailor, remember him? Well, still problems with the other half, and will she, won't she - but may just come off with a little luck. I like him, he's so sweet. I'll be worn out, won't I?